Nostalgia is more about … stupidity revealed by the memories which … overwhelms you …. … written by the renowned romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Nostalgia is more about … stupidity revealed by the memories which … overwhelms you …. … written by the renowned romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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Even saying any single word about the connection with our souls … will immediately be defined as a … cliche.
I was personally…. totally annoyed… for years … when i was hearing about the subject … but …
Time was passing…. and i somehow realised that … in all my relationships … i failed.
Any connection… no matter how good it was … was ruined …. by a non ending list of silly reasons …
I could declare myself … an expert into building and breaking relationships… which into the end … was a total nonsense …
But … still … i continued having this so called hobby of connecting and disconnecting to people.
I really … enjoyed it.
… cause i simple loved to taste … souls.
I adored to connect with everyone … and explore all sorts of energies … no matter how weird it might sound that …
But … the passing of time … made me realise … that even if i had amazing connections … all was … temporary.
And … even if all was … repeating to me on and on and on … i refused to accept that … it was stupid of me to waste so, so much time … connecting and disconnecting …
… tasting energies … but liking and disliking that …
Doing this weird game … on and on and on …
Knowing the end of each story … realising that even the best of synchronising my energies with anyone … fails into the end … but not accepting it ….
It was Indeed like a … drug …
I was suffering of the addiction of … tasting energies from other souls … and i could not stop myself doing that.
Time … allowed me to see … men chasing all the time for tasting feminine energies … or female tasting masculine energies … obviously having an addiction for that … but my case … was … so, so weird.
I wanted to taste energies … no matter of age, sex … and not even if was a negative or positive energy.
I wanted all the spectrum … but … refusing to accept the theory that all the souls from the stage of my life …. were … my own reflection.
And i’ve started to feel … the real truth.
I was actually … running away of myself … but tried to find my inner self … in the outside world.
All became a … charade ….
I connected… then disconnected … then connected again …
so that soon i’ll realise that i need to disconnect… because … i need to “taste” other energies too.
I was not becoming conscious of the message … beyond the message.
I was … not ready … to stop.
To close my eyes …. and having this game of exploring and tasting … the energies from my inside world.
To practice … the acceptance.
To stop … the process … of disconnection… even if i liked it … or not.
To try to connect … the synchronise … and establish an eternal connection… with my inner self.
Be aware … that all i dislike … are only parts of myself … that i need to … heal.
So … i had to stop myself … practicing this addiction of tasting … energies …. but only focus all my attention to my inner world.
Stop finding myself … in all those reflections … which were all the souls from the stage of my life.
And … try to connect … synchronise … and remain connected with my soul …
Embrace and accept all i find in the exploration of my interior world … and also realise that is actually the path … the real one … to follow …
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